Letting it all hang out...(wearing sweat pants all moments of the day possible)
Smelling the flowers...(walking by flower stores and sticking my head in bouquets)
I am so HAPPY to be home!
This is my first time coming home from a big trip and having a home to come back to, and that feeling in itself has made me a great big pile of positive crap! I'm an ooze of smiley euphoria. Never before have I gone from a long term travel and not had the stress and freak out of coming back to a pile of emotional and physical shit to deal with and a mess of a life to put back together. I don't have to move! I don't have to plan a new life in a new place. I can even take my time in finding a job as if it isn't a life emergency but just a thing I want to do..like going out for dinner, or going for a walk! Casual!
WHAT?!?!? No emergency mode? Incredible!
I am literally at a point where I'm smiling just sitting at my kitchen table alone just thoroughly enjoying the moment. Probably the perfect mental place to be for a job hunt! Fingers crossed I find that perfect gig with weekends off and reasonable wages doing something I enjoy. What will this be at this point? I'm open to anything that fills the above categories. We'll see! But like I said, there's no pressure.
AHHH. Sigh. Deep Breath. Lettin' it all in, all hang out, all at once.
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Good luck and enjoy! Breathe it in :)
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